If you think you have the heart and the mind to read what's coming up, go ahead.
I really wonder what great wrong i've done to deserve this. This isn't fair. Why is it that someone or the other has to involve themselves and complicate matters for everyone?
Okay, i should stop, i sound like a stupid emo bitch.
Not that i'm not a stupid emo bitch.
What is this skin i've been wearing for the past few weeks? This isn't me. This is someone else who wants whatever she wants in life. Today i realised this is never possible. Not when you have such good 'friends', if you know what i mean. On the other hand, i really do appreciate the rest i have. Thanks Rachel and Dai, for being there and letting me cry on your shoulders. Today made it really clear to me what real friendship is. It's not sitting next to you all the time, or lending you their chem homework so you could copy. It's more than that. And i have found true friends, some which last. Everything that i thought was true is at the brink of breaking. It hangs by a tiny fraying thread, soon enough, it'll break and i'll lose all hope in the matter.
I have to turn back the clock, and be who i was without this stupid skin on. Yet, changes have to be made. I'm all confused.
ENOUGH OF THIS MINDLESS RAMBLE.
Someone save me please.
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