Today was a good day turned bad. ):
All I want to do is talk to you.
I don't know why but i'm having moodswings every so often. The day started out pretty okay, with swimming which was fun. Walking back to school with Zenia made me miss her more than ever. I really really miss having her in my class, and with me all the time. School was alright. Speaking of which, i didn't go for Chem Lecture, Chem Tutorial or Math Tutorial. I'm such a delinquent. Lit with Mr Rajesh was surprisingly quite dry. I don't know why, but I don't dare to speak out infront of him. Lit with Ms Tan was normal. Physics was actually quite tolerable, but i think that's cause i wasn't paying attention, but i was doing my own stuff, i spent the whole time writing a looong letter (which i tore into bits afterwards, don't ask me why.) After Physics was lunch, where May, Kwangyi, Gino and I had western food opposite school, after which school was unofficially over for me, you know i know why! Spent time sharing our deepest darkest secrets and life stories with May and Xinyun in the storeroom. Then there was sectionals, which i was late for cause i went to buy bubble tea (I'm sorry!). I played Eb and sucked so badly i wanted to hang myself. I think I shouldn't play the Eb man.
And hold your hand.
Then there was stageband which was alright. Ohman, i'm losing the meaning in my life. School sucks so bad i want to quit and learn cooking NOW! It's so much more meaningful and useful in life. I mean, everyone needs good food right!
Nothing means more to me now.
Okay, i'm going to bathe now.
The letter i tore was entitled Everything I Couldn't Tell You.
BYE.
Cause i Cant.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Monday, March 31, 2008
TWO FOR ONE!
I'm so freaking full.
I'm so happy!
I had Pizza for dinner all by my lonesome self, cause my parents chose to go for dinner with their important business person. PFFT.
So Happy and Happy!
I'm so freaking full cause the pizza was from Canadian Pizza and so yes, there were TWO different kinds, of which i had to eat like alot. I'm so full, i can't even sit up straight. I think this is like the perfect recipe for putting on 100kg.
And Gay! (:
Today was a good day, you know i know why! Monday's are like the slackest, which is good, cause they give us one buffer day before hitting us with homework and whatnots. I'm so tired/lazy. Veena today was fun! Yes it was. She taught me the Faster Kalpanas for Gajavadana. And i get it yay. Im so happy! And! She didn't scold me even though i was like 20minutes late for class. It gets better every lesson! And, i'm getting my new veena next week. Mummy's bringing it over when she's flying back from India from my dad. In case you don't already know, i'm going to India this thursday for my cousin's wedding. And i'll be flying back alone on Monday. Yes, alone. But i'll be taking business so it's okay i guess. I'll be so bored the whole of next week cause i'll be the only one at home with my maid and dogs. Mummy and Daddy are only flying back on the 10th (i think.)
All thanks to you.
There's swimming tomorrow, and sadly i have to swim cause my bestfriend left 2 days ago. HOW SAD RIGHT. Yes, i know. I've never gotten her when i have swimming before. NEVER, not once in my 2 years in TJ.
Yay.
Oh well. I'm happy today, can't you tell? I'm grinning like an idiot while typing this post.
Okay, i'm going off to do Dynamics, strangly i'm finding Physics therepeutic.
I'm so happy!
I had Pizza for dinner all by my lonesome self, cause my parents chose to go for dinner with their important business person. PFFT.
So Happy and Happy!
I'm so freaking full cause the pizza was from Canadian Pizza and so yes, there were TWO different kinds, of which i had to eat like alot. I'm so full, i can't even sit up straight. I think this is like the perfect recipe for putting on 100kg.
And Gay! (:
Today was a good day, you know i know why! Monday's are like the slackest, which is good, cause they give us one buffer day before hitting us with homework and whatnots. I'm so tired/lazy. Veena today was fun! Yes it was. She taught me the Faster Kalpanas for Gajavadana. And i get it yay. Im so happy! And! She didn't scold me even though i was like 20minutes late for class. It gets better every lesson! And, i'm getting my new veena next week. Mummy's bringing it over when she's flying back from India from my dad. In case you don't already know, i'm going to India this thursday for my cousin's wedding. And i'll be flying back alone on Monday. Yes, alone. But i'll be taking business so it's okay i guess. I'll be so bored the whole of next week cause i'll be the only one at home with my maid and dogs. Mummy and Daddy are only flying back on the 10th (i think.)
All thanks to you.
There's swimming tomorrow, and sadly i have to swim cause my bestfriend left 2 days ago. HOW SAD RIGHT. Yes, i know. I've never gotten her when i have swimming before. NEVER, not once in my 2 years in TJ.
Yay.
Oh well. I'm happy today, can't you tell? I'm grinning like an idiot while typing this post.
Okay, i'm going off to do Dynamics, strangly i'm finding Physics therepeutic.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
I'm a criminal.
I feel so horrible! I argued with my mum and made her cry. I'm such a horrible daughter. ):
And the argument was so petty, so useless and meaningless and so not necessary. I feel so stupid. (For all those out there who're rolling your eyes. I don't usually argue with my parents. So yes, do the math.)
Ohwell. And it all had to happen right after we had so much fun. We went to Changi Beach, and we had loads of fun. Then on the way back on the car, she asked the randomest question, and i got annoyed (don't ask me why.) and i snapped back. And she said i'm coming home so late and everything, so she suspects it, and i kept telling her, 'no!' but she wouldn't get it. Then she was like, 'how come you don't share things with me anymore?' and i just tsked back at her, and she got all upset and started tearing. ):
I FEEL SO BAD OKAY.
It was so unnecessary.
):
And the argument was so petty, so useless and meaningless and so not necessary. I feel so stupid. (For all those out there who're rolling your eyes. I don't usually argue with my parents. So yes, do the math.)
Ohwell. And it all had to happen right after we had so much fun. We went to Changi Beach, and we had loads of fun. Then on the way back on the car, she asked the randomest question, and i got annoyed (don't ask me why.) and i snapped back. And she said i'm coming home so late and everything, so she suspects it, and i kept telling her, 'no!' but she wouldn't get it. Then she was like, 'how come you don't share things with me anymore?' and i just tsked back at her, and she got all upset and started tearing. ):
I FEEL SO BAD OKAY.
It was so unnecessary.
):
All Things Japanese!
The concert yesterday was a blast! I enjoyed it alot.
I have a Math test on thursday and it's so irritating cause i don't understand Mathematical Induction. Today is going to be a mugger day ahead cause i feel so guilty for skipping so many math lessons in the week that just passed. Ohwell, i'm telling myself that i wont skip anymore lessons! Let's see how it goes. I'm in love with emo Hindi love songs cause they rock.
Yesterday was such a bad day.
I was so tired last night after i got back from the concert, but somehow, i couldn't fall asleep. So i was watching last night's tamil movie (i didn't understand the main plot cause i started watching half-way through.) and i was talking to random people online. Ohmy, i'm getting the feeling that i'm going to die soon, i don't know why. If i continue hanging on, i'll end up hanging myself with it. Ohno, i'm speaking in riddles. It's a sign. I take lit, i should know.
Why are you doing this to me?
If you don't understand the previous few sentences, relax, it's not your fault. I'm too cheem for myself sometimes. (:
I need you to know that i want you to care.
I really feel like dropping out of school and learning culinary, and work in a high-class restaurant. No, i'm serious. I know i want to be a chemical engineer, but well, cooking seems like a better option now. I think i'm like bottom of my class. I really have to work very hard from now. Ohno, It's time to wake up. I HAVE TO WORK HARD!
I need you to understand.
Everytime i listen to Robin Hood, i'm reminded of going into Universal Studios Japan at Osaka. I miss it so badly. I'm going to enjoy this Prelude no matter what. You know, I was so scared last year about the people that were going to come into TJband this year. I was scared that i'm not going to be able to fit in, and i'll be ostracised by everyone cause i'm a TA. It turned out so different from what i expected this year. I feel so fortunate to have met such nice people man. The j1s in the band this year really do rock. (:
I'm going to enjoy Prelude with the nice bunch of people that i've grown to love.
Thank you oh-so-much. (:
I have a Math test on thursday and it's so irritating cause i don't understand Mathematical Induction. Today is going to be a mugger day ahead cause i feel so guilty for skipping so many math lessons in the week that just passed. Ohwell, i'm telling myself that i wont skip anymore lessons! Let's see how it goes. I'm in love with emo Hindi love songs cause they rock.
Yesterday was such a bad day.
I was so tired last night after i got back from the concert, but somehow, i couldn't fall asleep. So i was watching last night's tamil movie (i didn't understand the main plot cause i started watching half-way through.) and i was talking to random people online. Ohmy, i'm getting the feeling that i'm going to die soon, i don't know why. If i continue hanging on, i'll end up hanging myself with it. Ohno, i'm speaking in riddles. It's a sign. I take lit, i should know.
Why are you doing this to me?
If you don't understand the previous few sentences, relax, it's not your fault. I'm too cheem for myself sometimes. (:
I need you to know that i want you to care.
I really feel like dropping out of school and learning culinary, and work in a high-class restaurant. No, i'm serious. I know i want to be a chemical engineer, but well, cooking seems like a better option now. I think i'm like bottom of my class. I really have to work very hard from now. Ohno, It's time to wake up. I HAVE TO WORK HARD!
I need you to understand.
Everytime i listen to Robin Hood, i'm reminded of going into Universal Studios Japan at Osaka. I miss it so badly. I'm going to enjoy this Prelude no matter what. You know, I was so scared last year about the people that were going to come into TJband this year. I was scared that i'm not going to be able to fit in, and i'll be ostracised by everyone cause i'm a TA. It turned out so different from what i expected this year. I feel so fortunate to have met such nice people man. The j1s in the band this year really do rock. (:
I'm going to enjoy Prelude with the nice bunch of people that i've grown to love.
Thank you oh-so-much. (:
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