I felt the magic, again.

TJCSB's prelude 28 was a blast! (:

Be very jealous, thank you very much. I felt the magic yet again.
It's 120am on Sunday morning, and you might be wondering why i'm posting this now. Well, i wanna get it all out while the feeling is still fresh, and everything keeps playing back when i close my eyes. The first half of the concert was excellent. When we started with Han's, i could literally feel my hair standing, and the entire hall was suddenly filled with this immense sense of grandeur uncomparable by anything. It all seemed so fast, and was all gone in a flash. Though there were hiccups here and there, it was an overall hit, and the audience were really supportive. Stageband was, omg, where do i even start? So many day&night's hard labour and pain finally paid off today. It ran super smoothly and the audience practically laughed at everything. I'm really very happy that my 3rd and last stageband ended with a bang. I'm really very proud of everyone of the J1/TAs, cause everyone had a really important part to play in the success of the stageband. Without everyone's shear dedication and hardwork, i don't think we could have pulled off the show so well. Thanks so much to all of them for making my last stageband a really memorable one. The magic that i felt after really owns that of Prelude 26/27. I guess it's true that from a batch of 4 people, to a batch of 40 odd people, there's so much difference. Tolerance is one thing i learnt over stageband. I guess everything can never happen by my own way all the time. I've got to learn to tolerate and listen to others, and also stageband has taught me to appreciate diversity, in the sense of thoughts and mindsets. Working with so many people, made me realise that not everyone thinks the same way, and not everyone will be happy with a certain desicion. But certain desicions have to be taken, while not favouring everyone, for the good of everyone, or something like that. Stageband has also helped me to make so many friends. The entire batch is love. (:

'Tis the last time we'll be playing with the J2s. Knowing them for slightly over a year, has really been special. And yes, i'd miss them. Especially Siewyuen, who craps so much with me during band, and Qinjie, for being a really great SL, and all the other clarinetists. I wish all of you all the best for everything that you wanna do in life man. I'm guilty cause i havent really been spending time with my section recently, but yes, i still do love all of you. (:

To think that this time, next year, i'd be playing in my last concert as a tjcsb main band member, it really pains me. But i've got one more year to treasure.

TJCSB is LOVE.

The Melancholy House of Usher

It's 740am on a Tuesday morning, and i'm sitting at home.
Why? Cause i didnt go for swimming, cause i wanted to finish my homework, call me a mugger, whatever. I was really cheered up by stageband yesterday, atleast the first part. Working with the girl gang is so much fun, it's like ANTM. (:
So yeah, I'm really at a loss of words now. Oh and btw, ponning swimming was actually my mum's idea. Cause last night, i came home at around 11, looking super dead. So my mum was like, 'go bathe and sleep, i'll wake you up early, like 430am tomorrow to do workz.' Then i was like, 'OH! Tomorrow's swimming.' She stares at me for awhile and then goes, 'Okay, i'll write you a letter.' HAHAH, so funny. Zomg, i hope no PE teacher reads this manz. (:
I know now, how hard is it to resist. Rachel was concentrating so hard on not doing it yesterday, and zomg is it hard! Hahah, she should know what i'm talking about. I'm feeling all drained now. I just finished analysing House of Usher, which is oh-so-disturbing okay, and also did my inequalities tutorial. I really dont feel like doing WEP for Physics, rahr. I should have dropped out of school and learnt cooking man.
RESIST MORE GV, RESIST. (:
Don't look at me like that. /:
Oh and shufen, yes i love you too. (:
ahahah, this means alot to me, especially right now.
You can call me a bitch, but do i look like i care?

I've been a really big bitch.

Reading so many different people's blogs made me realise today what a big bitch i am. I think i'm a really big reason why stageband is so f-ed up, and there's nothing i can do about it now. I'm sorry okay, i really don't know what else to say/do. I realised my mistake, bitching to people just makes everything worse, and yeah it's gratifying, but ultimately, it's made me the biggest bitch of them all. This should really stop right?
Ohmygod, gimme the strength.
Im not going to bitch.