MORNING SUNSHINE.

ooops it's raining.
Guess what, I WANT A GUESS BAG, buy me one now.
Hahah. I havent been studying (OHMYGEEVEE.) and i think i'm going to fail my JCTs really badly. Cause when i stare at my physics notes, gibberish, yes, gibberish stares back. I feel so demoralised looking at it. Thank goodness there's nothing much to study for lit, and thank god i dont take econs. The 2nd week of holidays has ended. I dont want schooool. It means more mundane days of lifeless work, and then PROMOS. But i want december holidays, cause it hopefully means the 1month long Europe Tour that my family is planning (yes, Milan, here i come.) Oh, i watched Prince Caspien yesterday, and it's a pretty good show, but it has quite alot of similarities with LOTR, which is a little unnerving. But other than that, it's alright. Im bored at home, although theres like 120840410835208 things to do, like studying. But my butt wont sit on one chair for more than 15 minutes, DONT TELL ME I SHOULD BRING MY NOTES AROUND, cause i've tried, and failed miserably. RWAR. I miss 2007. /:
BYE.

ARGH.

I've had a really bad day today!

No, i'm not sad because of the comm interview or anything, so please dont jump to conclusions. I'll give you the reasons why im feeling horrible.

1) I have this really super annoying, drilling headache now and i dont know how to get rid of it.

2) I just realised that JCTs are less than 3 weeks away, and i haven't even finished one chapter of any subject.

3) I dropped my mac today! )':

4) In the afternoon, after PW, i went to meet my brother and mum to submit my NIMC application at the NAC office at the MICA building. And guess whaaaaat, accompanists are compulsory for the bloody final rounds and its so annoying because i dont want to play with an accompanist! What kind of bloody competition judges an individual player, by making them play with an accompanist huh?! It's not enough that they increased the bloody minimum amount of songs, they just HAVE to include this bloody rule.

5) I came home to practise veena, and i can't play the bloody thanam cause its so difficult. I always thought my biggest asset was my veena playing ability, and today i feel so demoralised cause i can't play it! Yes, go on and tell me it's difficult (it's the most difficult thing to play on the veena.), but a piece being difficult has never stopped me before. This thing just won't get into my head. 

I need someone to talk to, like now. ):

God, save me, get me through this.