So this is how being emo feels like.

Today was a good day turned bad. ):
All I want to do is talk to you.
I don't know why but i'm having moodswings every so often. The day started out pretty okay, with swimming which was fun. Walking back to school with Zenia made me miss her more than ever. I really really miss having her in my class, and with me all the time. School was alright. Speaking of which, i didn't go for Chem Lecture, Chem Tutorial or Math Tutorial. I'm such a delinquent. Lit with Mr Rajesh was surprisingly quite dry. I don't know why, but I don't dare to speak out infront of him. Lit with Ms Tan was normal. Physics was actually quite tolerable, but i think that's cause i wasn't paying attention, but i was doing my own stuff, i spent the whole time writing a looong letter (which i tore into bits afterwards, don't ask me why.) After Physics was lunch, where May, Kwangyi, Gino and I had western food opposite school, after which school was unofficially over for me, you know i know why! Spent time sharing our deepest darkest secrets and life stories with May and Xinyun in the storeroom. Then there was sectionals, which i was late for cause i went to buy bubble tea (I'm sorry!). I played Eb and sucked so badly i wanted to hang myself. I think I shouldn't play the Eb man.
And hold your hand.
Then there was stageband which was alright. Ohman, i'm losing the meaning in my life. School sucks so bad i want to quit and learn cooking NOW! It's so much more meaningful and useful in life. I mean, everyone needs good food right!
Nothing means more to me now.
Okay, i'm going to bathe now.
The letter i tore was entitled Everything I Couldn't Tell You.
BYE.
Cause i Cant.