I realise there's nothing i can do.

I'm lost for words, i don't know what to say anymore.
I really don't want this to be the end.
I can't be bothered of anything else right now. Something's wrong with me. I really cant be bothered about what anyone else thinks. This has to stop, or i'll not be normal for a very long time. I can't say or do anything to make everything right. This just makes everything seem a hundred times worse. I'm such a failure, i'm incapable of anything. I should just die.
I'm sure none of you really want to read this anymore.
Leave please.