I'm addicted

to Pocky Chocolate Crush.

The Fairprice near my place sells imported stuff, and i bought this Pocky Chocolate Crush, and zomg, it's heavenly. I think i'd head down to buy more. And i think i'm going shopping later today, therepeutic manz. Retail Therapy Solo. It's gonna be kewl! (: Okay, maybe not. Hahah!

But! The ability to spend like shitz and not feel guilty about it makes up for it.

Anyways, i don't know what to ask my dad to buy back from Munich. GIMME IDEAS.

Eh! Maybe i'll do the Blogger Quiz thing. (:

BYE.

I feel blessed.

Yet another, i love the Gauthamszsz post.

Hahah, okay, lemme say it, I LOVE THE GAUTHAMZSZ.

I realised it's never too late to appreciate your family. I had so much fun yesterday chasing puggy around the house with my brother cause puggy wanted to play. I love all the crazy outings we have cause we just dont like staying at home. I love all our late night movie marathons cause my dad watches any bloody movie (even if it's like lousy) and we sit and watch with him to kill time. I love how everyone dotes on Mickey and Puggy that you actually forget that their dogs. I love how they all gimme the support for everything, studies, veena. I love how they make it a point to switch off the TV/Com and sit down and listen when i play the veena. I love how the painstakingly drive me around and gimme money for stuff when i just ask. I LOVE BEING PART OF THE GAUTHAM FAMILY YO. (:

Hahahah, although my dad's like in Munich (YES, ZOMG RIGHT.) eating fancy food with posh business people and staying in nothing less than The Four Seasons, the tone in his voice when he calls to talk to us is like super caring and you can tell that he misses us. As much as my brother loves staying with his friends in LA, he loves staying with us too and hates that he has to go back so soon. My mum's doing so much for everyone else, she handles all the accounts/personal stuff and preps everyone up for everything. And me? Well, i'm just happy that i'm in this family, and hope i'll have the same family in all my next lives to come.

I LOVE YOU GAUTHAMS. (:

Crazy Kia Re!

im going to fail JCTs i tell you.
Yeah well, everyone knows that.
Great, i've been reduced to the stage of talking to myself. I don't know why i can't find time to study, prolly cause i use the time for everything else. I should really be hung, no? The world would be a happier place.
I really feel horrible, i want to be diagnosed with something horrible that prevents me from EVER going to school, like teacherophobia, or JCT-o-phobia, or something like that.
HUH, EASY WAY OUT. (:
OHMYGEE, I THINK IM GOING CRAZY.

TWOCEE IS LOVE! (:

I MISS TWOCEE LIKE A CRAZY HELL LOT.

Go here (aida's blog), and look at the lovely post about me/2c, and you'll understand why i miss it so much. Those were the days when we had nothing to worry about, except chem, but the lessons were spent secretly surfing TA1 blogs/CelesteChen.com at the back of the classroom, and making up weird nicknames for people, so much so that almost the entire TA3 population knows the people by the nicknamez. Although our class was distinctly split into 2, the guys and the girls, we were united when we were supposed to be, e.g bullying Mr Lim. I miss the crazy outing we had to botanic gardens for LA and took weird random photos and had the time of our lives, so much so that we actually wanted to get married there. I miss the times we rolled around our pretty black roller chairs in the classroom and waited for Ms Cheah to come for lesson, secretly hoping that she was checking her email and forgot. I miss the times Ms D used to turn up 15 minutes into the end of the lesson, so we had 2 free periods instead of bio, which were spent bitching and having the time of our lives. I miss my 'unglam' phase, when i went around calling everyone/everything 'unglam' and the guys used to make fun of it. I miss the times when we never wanted to pon lessons cause it was just so fun to be around wonderful classmates. I miss spending free periods in the canteen with a whole lot of people and enjoying ourselves. I miss sharing our deepest darkest secrets w each other. I miss last year's go green day which was so fun, but tiring cause we did so much work and Mr Lim treated all of us to icecream at the mama shop below the blocks. I miss how nice Mr Lim was, although he was a boring mechanical math teacher. I miss staying in school to do the weird math stats poster which had 89% decoration and 11% info. I miss my crazy group which came over to my house so many times, like making the stupid bio digestive system model which actually worked. I miss the mess we made cause of the stupid model (although ours was like, the most accurate!) and spilt water all around class and the corridors. I miss buying prata back after swimming and eating during bio (cause bio was always the first lesson after swimming.) I miss not missing band cause my class was just so fun! I miss all of them. I miss everything about them. I MISS TWO CEE! ):

I MISS AIDA, ZENIA, ESTI, WARDA, EASTINA, ZHENYI, MELANIE, JOANNE, SADIA, XIONGWEI, YUNRU, SHIHAN, AND THE GUYS (WHO IM LAZY TO SPELL OUT.)

I MISS TWOCEEEE. I MISS 2007. I WANT TO TIME TRAVEL. I WANNA GO BACK.

MORNING SUNSHINE.

ooops it's raining.
Guess what, I WANT A GUESS BAG, buy me one now.
Hahah. I havent been studying (OHMYGEEVEE.) and i think i'm going to fail my JCTs really badly. Cause when i stare at my physics notes, gibberish, yes, gibberish stares back. I feel so demoralised looking at it. Thank goodness there's nothing much to study for lit, and thank god i dont take econs. The 2nd week of holidays has ended. I dont want schooool. It means more mundane days of lifeless work, and then PROMOS. But i want december holidays, cause it hopefully means the 1month long Europe Tour that my family is planning (yes, Milan, here i come.) Oh, i watched Prince Caspien yesterday, and it's a pretty good show, but it has quite alot of similarities with LOTR, which is a little unnerving. But other than that, it's alright. Im bored at home, although theres like 120840410835208 things to do, like studying. But my butt wont sit on one chair for more than 15 minutes, DONT TELL ME I SHOULD BRING MY NOTES AROUND, cause i've tried, and failed miserably. RWAR. I miss 2007. /:
BYE.

ARGH.

I've had a really bad day today!

No, i'm not sad because of the comm interview or anything, so please dont jump to conclusions. I'll give you the reasons why im feeling horrible.

1) I have this really super annoying, drilling headache now and i dont know how to get rid of it.

2) I just realised that JCTs are less than 3 weeks away, and i haven't even finished one chapter of any subject.

3) I dropped my mac today! )':

4) In the afternoon, after PW, i went to meet my brother and mum to submit my NIMC application at the NAC office at the MICA building. And guess whaaaaat, accompanists are compulsory for the bloody final rounds and its so annoying because i dont want to play with an accompanist! What kind of bloody competition judges an individual player, by making them play with an accompanist huh?! It's not enough that they increased the bloody minimum amount of songs, they just HAVE to include this bloody rule.

5) I came home to practise veena, and i can't play the bloody thanam cause its so difficult. I always thought my biggest asset was my veena playing ability, and today i feel so demoralised cause i can't play it! Yes, go on and tell me it's difficult (it's the most difficult thing to play on the veena.), but a piece being difficult has never stopped me before. This thing just won't get into my head. 

I need someone to talk to, like now. ):

God, save me, get me through this.

HELLO.

I'm at my new house now, and everything's neat, arranged and in place. I miss my old house quite badly, damn. ):

ANYWAYS.

I'm like bored cause im alone at home, and everyone's out doing stuff.

SOMEONE GO SHOPPING W. ME PLEASE. (: