Im feeling emo.
No, i don't really want to talk about it.
Such a horrible end to a seemingly perfect day.
Life can never be perfect though can it?
Monday, April 28, 2008
It's been long since i've felt this way.
It's been long since i was truly this happy.
Today has been a very fulfilling day, yes it has indeed. I'm really happy after a very long time. I seriously don't know what to blog about actually. Oh yes, you know how its weird when you meet someone after a really long time, and notice how they've changed so much that you barely know them anymore? Well, it's been that that i've been feeling lately. It's somehow weird that all my friends have become different people, and they say the same thing to me, about how i've changed and stuff since last time.
Hahah okay, if you're wondering why i'm so very happy today, come ask me.
Though yes, i was very tired throughout the entire day, i managed to pay attention at all my lessons okay, please be proud of me.
I can't help but feel quite bad about stuffs happening around me. Sometimes i feel like its all my fault. I think i'm a little too bitchy. Should i stop? Hahah, maybe not. (:
Not while i've got Rachel and Dai atleast.
Yes i'm still so very happy. (:
I strongly encourage you to ask me why.
Now i don't know what to give people for prelude. I'm thinking of plasters, but lets see, i need to think of how to spice it up a little.
Oh yes, did i mention? I finally returned the first batch of library books for the reading rep thing today, with gino at the library. And omg, the librarian loves to speak fast man, and i think she's a little schizo, but whatever. (:
I'm wondering you know, why some people are just so..
Okay nevermind, let me focus my thoughts on the happy energy in me.
Hahah. (:
I think this is a really meaningless post and i bet you feel really stupid for reading it now. HAH.
Okay, nevermind.
Byez.
Today has been a very fulfilling day, yes it has indeed. I'm really happy after a very long time. I seriously don't know what to blog about actually. Oh yes, you know how its weird when you meet someone after a really long time, and notice how they've changed so much that you barely know them anymore? Well, it's been that that i've been feeling lately. It's somehow weird that all my friends have become different people, and they say the same thing to me, about how i've changed and stuff since last time.
Hahah okay, if you're wondering why i'm so very happy today, come ask me.
Though yes, i was very tired throughout the entire day, i managed to pay attention at all my lessons okay, please be proud of me.
I can't help but feel quite bad about stuffs happening around me. Sometimes i feel like its all my fault. I think i'm a little too bitchy. Should i stop? Hahah, maybe not. (:
Not while i've got Rachel and Dai atleast.
Yes i'm still so very happy. (:
I strongly encourage you to ask me why.
Now i don't know what to give people for prelude. I'm thinking of plasters, but lets see, i need to think of how to spice it up a little.
Oh yes, did i mention? I finally returned the first batch of library books for the reading rep thing today, with gino at the library. And omg, the librarian loves to speak fast man, and i think she's a little schizo, but whatever. (:
I'm wondering you know, why some people are just so..
Okay nevermind, let me focus my thoughts on the happy energy in me.
Hahah. (:
I think this is a really meaningless post and i bet you feel really stupid for reading it now. HAH.
Okay, nevermind.
Byez.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
When one touch says it all.
Band camp was awesomez.
Okay, maybe not that good ah, but it was enjoyable. Partially cause i spent 48 whole hours with the bitchiest bunch of friends i've ever had, not like it's a bad thing. So yes, i'm going to give you a day to day analysis of what happened.
Day One. (Friday.)
Everyone had lessons in the morning, and school ended at 1230 cause of sports day. Rachel and Shufen came over and we played dressup, the pichaz are with shufen. Yes, so we practically messed up my whole room and ate like bloody alot of crackers. Yes, Rachel is shocked by the fact that my house is very indian. Well, i know i give angmoh vibes, but hey, i am Indian. hahah! Yes, so other than playing dressup, we bitched (do i even have to say this? this is like understood.) and prank called random people. So yes, i started packing my stuff at 550pm (when we had to report at 630pm.) Yes, so we headed to leave my house and actually met the twins in their car, but sadly, they had no space for us, so we took bus. So we reached school, put down our stuff and had dinner with Jolene, May, Rachel, Shufen, Dai and Xinyun, afterwhich we went to the sportscomm to sit around for awhile. The sportscomm is seriously very beautiful at night. So we talked there for awhile and watched Dai finish his dinner. Then we had to go back for band practise which started at 8pm. It lasted till about 10, afterwhich we had nightwalk. So they split us up into groups, mine had Kwangyi and Rachel (it was initially supposed to be Jermain, but they switched.) And both of them arn't scared of anything. So they made us watch this really bad (according to them) horror film, which made me all scared anyways. And then, group by group we had to go to stations and play games. Yeah, so the thing finally ended around 1+am. Dai actually had to leave, so he didn't stay for nightwalk. Yeah, then Rachel, Shufen, Xinyun and I went to bathe, and then we met May and just fell asleep around 2+am. The five of us shared 3 sleeping bags cause Rachel and Shufen didnt bring theirs. We slept in the dorms and i kept waking up in the middle of the night cause it was cold.
Day Two. (Saturday.)
Woke up at 8 and went to bathe with May. Breakfast was the usual bread with nutella and milo. Band prac started at 10, and it was oh-so-intensive okay. The morning session was until 1230, afterwhich we went for lunch. Then the afternoon session was until about 540. After that, we had stageband, and everyone was already so shagged and dead that i felt so bad that we had to get so many things done. But i think we did most of it, and yay. (: Okay, so we had stageband. We ran through the thing with music and stuff at the recital studio while there was alumni band at the bandroom (yay, i saw suyan!) We ran through scenes 1 and 2, and then it was time for dinner. After that we ran through a few more scenes before combining props, music and acting together. After alumni ended, the seniors came down to watch as well and gave us comments. They said our script had potential! (: After that, we went to bathe before coming back for more stageband (the time was around 11+ 12am now.) We choreographed the butler/screaming girls scene and let everyone else but the main actors go sleep, i felt bad cause they were all super tired. Then we did abit of the first few scenes before we decided it was just too late. (It was like 230am) So we brought our sleeping bags to the recital studio and just slept there. I slept quite well cause i only woke up once in the middle. Yeah.
Day Three (Today.)
Woke up around 745am and we decided that we had alot to do, like bathe, pack our stuff, clean up the recital studio and then eat and then go for band practise. So yeah, we did all that, and then went for band. I was super sleepy (although i did sleep quite well at night.) So when they gave us a 10minute break, we headed down to the sofas to sleep. So yeah, band ended at 1 and we got all our stuff and came home. I slept from like 2 to 5 and am finally not sleepy, though my throat is itchy and painful. Yeah, now i think i'm gonna bathe and then sit down to do lit and math. (:
Band camp was really quite special, but i really am very confused now. Tell me, what should i do? Everything's coming back to me now. It seems impossible to let it all go again. I'm just going to end up hurt like the other time. Oh God, help me.
Okay, maybe not that good ah, but it was enjoyable. Partially cause i spent 48 whole hours with the bitchiest bunch of friends i've ever had, not like it's a bad thing. So yes, i'm going to give you a day to day analysis of what happened.
Day One. (Friday.)
Everyone had lessons in the morning, and school ended at 1230 cause of sports day. Rachel and Shufen came over and we played dressup, the pichaz are with shufen. Yes, so we practically messed up my whole room and ate like bloody alot of crackers. Yes, Rachel is shocked by the fact that my house is very indian. Well, i know i give angmoh vibes, but hey, i am Indian. hahah! Yes, so other than playing dressup, we bitched (do i even have to say this? this is like understood.) and prank called random people. So yes, i started packing my stuff at 550pm (when we had to report at 630pm.) Yes, so we headed to leave my house and actually met the twins in their car, but sadly, they had no space for us, so we took bus. So we reached school, put down our stuff and had dinner with Jolene, May, Rachel, Shufen, Dai and Xinyun, afterwhich we went to the sportscomm to sit around for awhile. The sportscomm is seriously very beautiful at night. So we talked there for awhile and watched Dai finish his dinner. Then we had to go back for band practise which started at 8pm. It lasted till about 10, afterwhich we had nightwalk. So they split us up into groups, mine had Kwangyi and Rachel (it was initially supposed to be Jermain, but they switched.) And both of them arn't scared of anything. So they made us watch this really bad (according to them) horror film, which made me all scared anyways. And then, group by group we had to go to stations and play games. Yeah, so the thing finally ended around 1+am. Dai actually had to leave, so he didn't stay for nightwalk. Yeah, then Rachel, Shufen, Xinyun and I went to bathe, and then we met May and just fell asleep around 2+am. The five of us shared 3 sleeping bags cause Rachel and Shufen didnt bring theirs. We slept in the dorms and i kept waking up in the middle of the night cause it was cold.
Day Two. (Saturday.)
Woke up at 8 and went to bathe with May. Breakfast was the usual bread with nutella and milo. Band prac started at 10, and it was oh-so-intensive okay. The morning session was until 1230, afterwhich we went for lunch. Then the afternoon session was until about 540. After that, we had stageband, and everyone was already so shagged and dead that i felt so bad that we had to get so many things done. But i think we did most of it, and yay. (: Okay, so we had stageband. We ran through the thing with music and stuff at the recital studio while there was alumni band at the bandroom (yay, i saw suyan!) We ran through scenes 1 and 2, and then it was time for dinner. After that we ran through a few more scenes before combining props, music and acting together. After alumni ended, the seniors came down to watch as well and gave us comments. They said our script had potential! (: After that, we went to bathe before coming back for more stageband (the time was around 11+ 12am now.) We choreographed the butler/screaming girls scene and let everyone else but the main actors go sleep, i felt bad cause they were all super tired. Then we did abit of the first few scenes before we decided it was just too late. (It was like 230am) So we brought our sleeping bags to the recital studio and just slept there. I slept quite well cause i only woke up once in the middle. Yeah.
Day Three (Today.)
Woke up around 745am and we decided that we had alot to do, like bathe, pack our stuff, clean up the recital studio and then eat and then go for band practise. So yeah, we did all that, and then went for band. I was super sleepy (although i did sleep quite well at night.) So when they gave us a 10minute break, we headed down to the sofas to sleep. So yeah, band ended at 1 and we got all our stuff and came home. I slept from like 2 to 5 and am finally not sleepy, though my throat is itchy and painful. Yeah, now i think i'm gonna bathe and then sit down to do lit and math. (:
Band camp was really quite special, but i really am very confused now. Tell me, what should i do? Everything's coming back to me now. It seems impossible to let it all go again. I'm just going to end up hurt like the other time. Oh God, help me.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Falling furthur.
I realised i havent blogged in a while. Hahah, sorry (:
Yes, i'm freaking tired.
But ironically, not sleepy.
Anyways, now im bored.
Too bored to blog.
Bye
I'm falling ahhh.
Yes, i'm freaking tired.
But ironically, not sleepy.
Anyways, now im bored.
Too bored to blog.
Bye
I'm falling ahhh.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Dynamics (:
Cant you feel the summer heat?
Im staying up til 12am today to do work.
Be very proud of me please. (:
Bye.
Im staying up til 12am today to do work.
Be very proud of me please. (:
Bye.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
OMG. IM BLOGGING TWICE.
Ima gonna be walking around school in slippers tomorrow.
I got myself an ankle gaurd, cause my precious swollen ankle needs gaurding from evil things like you, yes you, who's reading my blog. I know deep down inside, you secretly mean harm to my ankle.
HAHAH OMG.
This shows how precisely crappy i am.
And yes, i've finished my math tutorials. And i discovered the pleasures of something else today, doing extra work. Like, i already started on tutorial 11 and it feels sooo good.
Hahah okay.
BYE.
I got myself an ankle gaurd, cause my precious swollen ankle needs gaurding from evil things like you, yes you, who's reading my blog. I know deep down inside, you secretly mean harm to my ankle.
HAHAH OMG.
This shows how precisely crappy i am.
And yes, i've finished my math tutorials. And i discovered the pleasures of something else today, doing extra work. Like, i already started on tutorial 11 and it feels sooo good.
Hahah okay.
BYE.
With Heart and Voice!
I'm in love with that song.
Anyways, i'm feeling very accomplished now cause i've done my chem and math tutorials.
Math is only left with 2 questions which i dunno how to do and am gonna ask my tution teacher later. Yes, this feels good. I'm going to be focused from now on. Yes i know it's like the complete ludacris time to say this, with stageband and all ending super late. But i'm gonna do it! I'll show you people that i can survive on 3 hours of sleep too man!
Oh man, my leg hurts like hell. Yesterday after stageband, i was walking to the back gate bustop with Rachel and Kwangyi, and we were talking, yes, you guessed it, Humpty dumpty had a great fall, humpty dumpty being me. I have a grazing on my left knee which hurt so badly when my mum forced me to put dettol on it yesterday. And i think i sprained my right ankle, which is like swollen now and hurts even when im sitting down idle typing this. AHAH. But yes, it was hilarious cause i was laughing hysterically after i fell. It was something like, 'Hahahah, ouwch it hurts. HAHAH. OUCHHHH.' I'm sure Kwangyi and Rachel had a great time watching my idiotic reactions. HAH. (:
I think life's been good to me these days. And i really really appreciate it. Now that i come to think of it, it was all in my hands in the first place. Choosing to not care about trivial things has helped me to attain the self i was before Osaka, at least to a certain extent. Now it's like i can laugh without inhibitions, and it really feels great. Thanks to everyone who has helped me attain this state of partial nirvana over the past few weeks! And to those who're beginning to feel down or stressed, hey it's normal. Don't beat yourself up over anything, cause it's not worth it yeah? You're more important than anything else in the world. And if you happen to know me and know that you're my friend, and that i care about you, you're just about as important as the most important person in the world, cause you're my friend. And i'll treat you like a queen/king, depending on which you are. (:
Oh yes, before i forget, i've got some serious advertising to do!
TJCSB Presents,
Prelude 28!
At Victoria Concert Hall,
On the 10th of May 2008.
Tickets are priced at $12 for stall and $15 for circle seats!
We'll be playing pieces like..
1) Hans Christen Anderson Suite
2) Robin Hood
3) With Heart and Voice
4) The Inn of Sixth Happiness
5) Highlights from Spirited Away
AND MOREEE.
Remember..
#If you're like the ah-ma who lives below me and know that i exist, you need to be at the concert.
#If you're my aquaintance who i smile at if i see you, you need to buy tickets from me and be at the concert.
#If you're my friend who i say hi to, you need to bring a flower along when you're at the concert for which you bought tickets from me.
#If you're my really good friend who i bitch with at times, you need to remember i like chocolates and sunflowers and bring those along when you come for the concert for which you bought tickets from me.
#If you're my best friend who i bitch to all the time, you're probably playing on stage along with me at the concert. (:
Hahah, i'm actually kidding about the flowers! (HINT.) But yes, do come for the concert alright.
See you.
Anyways, i'm feeling very accomplished now cause i've done my chem and math tutorials.
Math is only left with 2 questions which i dunno how to do and am gonna ask my tution teacher later. Yes, this feels good. I'm going to be focused from now on. Yes i know it's like the complete ludacris time to say this, with stageband and all ending super late. But i'm gonna do it! I'll show you people that i can survive on 3 hours of sleep too man!
Oh man, my leg hurts like hell. Yesterday after stageband, i was walking to the back gate bustop with Rachel and Kwangyi, and we were talking, yes, you guessed it, Humpty dumpty had a great fall, humpty dumpty being me. I have a grazing on my left knee which hurt so badly when my mum forced me to put dettol on it yesterday. And i think i sprained my right ankle, which is like swollen now and hurts even when im sitting down idle typing this. AHAH. But yes, it was hilarious cause i was laughing hysterically after i fell. It was something like, 'Hahahah, ouwch it hurts. HAHAH. OUCHHHH.' I'm sure Kwangyi and Rachel had a great time watching my idiotic reactions. HAH. (:
I think life's been good to me these days. And i really really appreciate it. Now that i come to think of it, it was all in my hands in the first place. Choosing to not care about trivial things has helped me to attain the self i was before Osaka, at least to a certain extent. Now it's like i can laugh without inhibitions, and it really feels great. Thanks to everyone who has helped me attain this state of partial nirvana over the past few weeks! And to those who're beginning to feel down or stressed, hey it's normal. Don't beat yourself up over anything, cause it's not worth it yeah? You're more important than anything else in the world. And if you happen to know me and know that you're my friend, and that i care about you, you're just about as important as the most important person in the world, cause you're my friend. And i'll treat you like a queen/king, depending on which you are. (:
Oh yes, before i forget, i've got some serious advertising to do!
TJCSB Presents,
Prelude 28!
At Victoria Concert Hall,
On the 10th of May 2008.
Tickets are priced at $12 for stall and $15 for circle seats!
We'll be playing pieces like..
1) Hans Christen Anderson Suite
2) Robin Hood
3) With Heart and Voice
4) The Inn of Sixth Happiness
5) Highlights from Spirited Away
AND MOREEE.
Remember..
#If you're like the ah-ma who lives below me and know that i exist, you need to be at the concert.
#If you're my aquaintance who i smile at if i see you, you need to buy tickets from me and be at the concert.
#If you're my friend who i say hi to, you need to bring a flower along when you're at the concert for which you bought tickets from me.
#If you're my really good friend who i bitch with at times, you need to remember i like chocolates and sunflowers and bring those along when you come for the concert for which you bought tickets from me.
#If you're my best friend who i bitch to all the time, you're probably playing on stage along with me at the concert. (:
Hahah, i'm actually kidding about the flowers! (HINT.) But yes, do come for the concert alright.
See you.
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