When one touch says it all.

Band camp was awesomez.
Okay, maybe not that good ah, but it was enjoyable. Partially cause i spent 48 whole hours with the bitchiest bunch of friends i've ever had, not like it's a bad thing. So yes, i'm going to give you a day to day analysis of what happened.
Day One. (Friday.)
Everyone had lessons in the morning, and school ended at 1230 cause of sports day. Rachel and Shufen came over and we played dressup, the pichaz are with shufen. Yes, so we practically messed up my whole room and ate like bloody alot of crackers. Yes, Rachel is shocked by the fact that my house is very indian. Well, i know i give angmoh vibes, but hey, i am Indian. hahah! Yes, so other than playing dressup, we bitched (do i even have to say this? this is like understood.) and prank called random people. So yes, i started packing my stuff at 550pm (when we had to report at 630pm.) Yes, so we headed to leave my house and actually met the twins in their car, but sadly, they had no space for us, so we took bus. So we reached school, put down our stuff and had dinner with Jolene, May, Rachel, Shufen, Dai and Xinyun, afterwhich we went to the sportscomm to sit around for awhile. The sportscomm is seriously very beautiful at night. So we talked there for awhile and watched Dai finish his dinner. Then we had to go back for band practise which started at 8pm. It lasted till about 10, afterwhich we had nightwalk. So they split us up into groups, mine had Kwangyi and Rachel (it was initially supposed to be Jermain, but they switched.) And both of them arn't scared of anything. So they made us watch this really bad (according to them) horror film, which made me all scared anyways. And then, group by group we had to go to stations and play games. Yeah, so the thing finally ended around 1+am. Dai actually had to leave, so he didn't stay for nightwalk. Yeah, then Rachel, Shufen, Xinyun and I went to bathe, and then we met May and just fell asleep around 2+am. The five of us shared 3 sleeping bags cause Rachel and Shufen didnt bring theirs. We slept in the dorms and i kept waking up in the middle of the night cause it was cold.
Day Two. (Saturday.)
Woke up at 8 and went to bathe with May. Breakfast was the usual bread with nutella and milo. Band prac started at 10, and it was oh-so-intensive okay. The morning session was until 1230, afterwhich we went for lunch. Then the afternoon session was until about 540. After that, we had stageband, and everyone was already so shagged and dead that i felt so bad that we had to get so many things done. But i think we did most of it, and yay. (: Okay, so we had stageband. We ran through the thing with music and stuff at the recital studio while there was alumni band at the bandroom (yay, i saw suyan!) We ran through scenes 1 and 2, and then it was time for dinner. After that we ran through a few more scenes before combining props, music and acting together. After alumni ended, the seniors came down to watch as well and gave us comments. They said our script had potential! (: After that, we went to bathe before coming back for more stageband (the time was around 11+ 12am now.) We choreographed the butler/screaming girls scene and let everyone else but the main actors go sleep, i felt bad cause they were all super tired. Then we did abit of the first few scenes before we decided it was just too late. (It was like 230am) So we brought our sleeping bags to the recital studio and just slept there. I slept quite well cause i only woke up once in the middle. Yeah.
Day Three (Today.)
Woke up around 745am and we decided that we had alot to do, like bathe, pack our stuff, clean up the recital studio and then eat and then go for band practise. So yeah, we did all that, and then went for band. I was super sleepy (although i did sleep quite well at night.) So when they gave us a 10minute break, we headed down to the sofas to sleep. So yeah, band ended at 1 and we got all our stuff and came home. I slept from like 2 to 5 and am finally not sleepy, though my throat is itchy and painful. Yeah, now i think i'm gonna bathe and then sit down to do lit and math. (:

Band camp was really quite special, but i really am very confused now. Tell me, what should i do? Everything's coming back to me now. It seems impossible to let it all go again. I'm just going to end up hurt like the other time. Oh God, help me.