I've forgotten how it feels like.

You know, i just want to quit school, learn cooking and get married.

I'm serious, but it'll never happen. My parents would never let me quit school, and why not i say? Why not? Education till Primary Six is the bare minimum, and i daresay it's enough. At least for me. I mean look at me, being in school hasn't really done me any good. I don't feel like i learn anything during lessons, and what is Redox reactions going to help me in? I seriously need to rethink my priorities.

Yes, i'm feeling the tuesday blues. Today was the ultimate sucky day. Swimming was fun and all, but Lit was torturous and so was everything else. But, yes, be proud of me, I attended every single one of my tutorials today. And it feels good not to pon. Yes, so that means i AM going for chem tomorrow. I want to go for the AJ concert, but no one wants to go with me. I must go support Fatmah, the lizard keeper. Oh i miss her so much.

Speaking of missing people, i miss last year very badly. I want to go back to that life where you had a fun class and a group of people you can lean on and share all your troubles with. Compared to now, last year seems like heaven. I have no idea why, but this year is something like a non-stop continuous sine graph, where things get real good, the plumet down to eart, and then get real good again, and then, yes you guessed it, slides right back down through the hole in the sky. It's getting annoying.

Why can't i just leave a normal, happy life? Why can't i be a super genious at something and not have to work hard for everything? I'm just lazy, and getting tired of this life. I need a vacation, a REAL vacation. I just need to spend quality time with so many people. I have so many things to talk about with so many people.

Thinking of jumping off a building? Think again. Life might just be worth it.